I, uh, want you to know how much I regret that you have to be here today, and that you have to watch this. I'm so sorry for that. And I'm sorry that I'm not going to be here for you all, but I hope that you know, and I hope you will help my son to know that I am innocent. God knows I'm not a saint, and I've hurt all of you, and caused you all pain, and even so look at you, your all here for me. Your my family. There was a time when I, when I didn't think that I deserved your love, but now I understand. I get it now, I finally understand what love really means, and I'm, I'm just so sorry it took so long that I finally learned how to be a better person, and it's too late. The most important thing that I can ever say to any of you is thank you. I have to thank each and every one of you for, for believing in me, and for supporting me, and for never giving up on me, even when I gave up on myself. You will never ever ever know how much I love all of you, and I will always be with you, I promise.